I have just finished a conversation
where I have purposefully left feeling
unworthy, not enough, and powerless
because my machinery is saying that is who I am
Yet, I know this to be anything but the truth.
But, I'm sitting in Starbucks (typical)
doing nothing about it but running
racket
after
racket
on everyone.
I'm not ready to own up and make it stop
My always listening is winning
and now i'm angry.
period.
