Vermont Skating

This made me happy.

Religion

I won't deny that God is real, and I won't deny that it is taking everything inside me to say that. I grew up in an extremely religious family so church was never a question growing up. We attended church every Sunday and participated in several church related activities outside of our 3 hour service each week. The past few years I have structured my life differently. During my first marriage I really started to question what I truly believed and how I felt. Now three years later, I have a hard time saying that I am apart of a specific religion. When I am questioning my childhood and living differently then how I was raised, I don't feel like I have the right to claim the title of a religious group that is so strong in their beliefs. So for now, I am with out church.

enemy

Lately I have felt a little lost and a little hopeless. There are so many important decisions coming up, and so many things going on that I can never seem to keep my head above water for very long. I´m at a loss of words and can´t even find comfort in writing. All my body ever wants to do is sleep. I am officially brain dead and it does not suit me well. I´m finished  Right now, "Time is my enemy."

Stress

Lately I've been missing things.

I've been missing free time,
opportunities to be creative,
and life simplicity's.

Oliver and I have been so stressed out
that we hardly even have time for each other.
We always jump at each others throats
because life is so busy that we can't seem to enjoy it!

Now, I promise we are beyond happy,
but I am dreaming of times
when school is gone,
work is under control
and the idea of a vacation doesn't feel
like a far far away dream

I'm tired, stressed
and overworked

Will it ever end?

Book Sale!

I absolutely cannot control my excitement. I just bought eight books for a mere two dollars! 

The plus side too is that this book sale is going on for another three days, 

and the cashiers said that they have tons of books not even put out on the shelves yet! 

Guys, do you know what this means? 

Welcome to my book collection!

Dream a Little Dream of Me

I am feeling terribly sick today, so I 

thought I would share this song because 

it  always amazes me how beautiful it is.

Enjoy the happiness.

Consumed

I must apologize for my lack of blogs recently.
You see, my time has been utterly consumed by
school, work, husband.
Husband. Love him.


My life has been so beyond busy,
that I am completely overwhelmed and
totally encompassed and consumed by
my few obligations right now.
Sometimes I feel like I can´t even stop,
take a sweet breath of air, and
envy the sky for it´s rich blue beauty.

This week I have 40 hours of work,
3 tests, and 1 huge project due.
My husband has been sick for almost a week,
and my motivation is sinking

So last night after I returned home from school
I bought take out for my love and I
snuggled him on our bed,
watched some ¨How I Met Your Mother,¨
and joyed being with my love

Today I am behind on school work,
but, it´s okay because I am writing insignificant brilliant words,
I slept in till 7AM,
and I spent valuable time with my love last night.

Life is sweet.
Now, if only I took more photographs.